I had a great time with Gemma recently, so I thought I'd share some of her experiences here.
She contacted me about a blackmail game that would involve a regular weekly tribute, and the first pleasant surprise I had was that she was willing and happy to make that tribute with a minimum of fuss. So many blackmail games lead to demands and eventual exposure.....But Gemma genuinely seemed interested in just that little bit of pressure to do as she was told. She didn't want the thrill of exposure that so many desire.....and then sometimes even regret.
The second surprise, which happens fairly regular but not enough to be the norm, was that we got along well.....In this case extremely well. We had a lot of shared interests and she was easy to chat with. That makes my job so much easier......Just so you are aware, if you communicate in single syllables, text language and are not able to express your feelings openly and honestly, we are likely not a good fit.
And thirdly, she was such a good girl. So many clients and potential clients exaggerate limits, and then struggle and fail and our games just become frustrating. I'd rather a client be honest about what they are up to and what they think they are capable of, and then let me push them gently and stretch those limits......Than have a client who is seemingly capable of anything, and fail at the first challenges, be they in general life or feminization.
So, before we began we set some hard and soft limits, and agreed on what areas she wished to explore more than others. And she genuinely tried to please in all aspects of our game.
When our game began, with her work life being generally off limits, I was extremely pleased when she followed instructions to wear panties every day (with one or two exceptions that she reasonably requested) and endured regular checks as we built rapport and our relationship. This often meant her scurrying to a rest-room with little notice to provide evidence of what she was wearing.
I wanted to see how she would perform out in the world as well as in her home. She quickly proved indoors that she was an obedient and well behaved sissy dog (literally), following basic commands. And she learned instantly that she had to ask permission to go out with her friends (part of Gemma's game was a lack of control in her personal life). But as she wanted to explore cross-dressing a little and only had a few panties, I wanted to push her on that front......
So her first real challenge outdoors was to buy herself a matching satin set, explaining to the store colleagues that she was shopping for herself. She passed this test with flying colors, enjoying and enduring the beginning of her public humiliation. It was with a lot of pride and excitement later that day that she shared images of her new bra and panties, modelling them for me.
Facing a game that might run for several weeks, she also showed great initiative purchasing several work panties. Some quite sexy.
The threat of exposure was enough to drive Gemma. She always met her tribute demands in a timely manner and she continued to perform for me, becoming quite the obedient sissy in several areas of her life......
When permission was granted to go out with a female friend to a sports bar, she had to sit and drink a Cosmopolitan, taking nice girlie sips so it lasted thirty minutes.....
She needed permission to cum......And during a period of chastity, having made cum cubes in preparation, she enjoyed a tasty treat, even though she was being denied the pleasure of release.....
She had to follow surprise curfews and bed-times....
She learned how to care for her intimates properly, hand-washing them rather than using the machine.....
Outside, her challenges continued. She requested I push her to get into better shape. I wasn't going to have a girl of mine heading to the gym in horrible man shorts. She shopped for women's shorts, asking for advice about their location in the store, different styles and then if she could try them on. She felt such a rush as at each point she was reminded that she was buying women's clothing, not men's, and then trying them on, knowing that the store colleagues were gossiping about her. She settled on a wonderfully cut pink pair.
It turned out her gym was located in her building. So plenty of people who lived close to her had the good fortune of seeing her work out. And there was no hiding for Gemma......When not exercising, she had to sit and take a break where she was in full view. This was not just one visit.....She went to work out several times over our weeks together, each visit providing fresh humiliation as new and regular faces saw her and noticed what she was wearing.
Indoors we continued our game of control, sometimes sexually leading to edging and ruining orgasms, and even ecstatic release. We had several impromptu games as well as those we scheduled. One led to the intense fear and adrenaline rush of going to the gym in her shorts and bra because she didn't have an appropriate girlie top......She pushed herself to get close to the door and then exercised her safe-word (even though it wasn't needed, as I was just playing and never would have sent her out like that.......She was not ready for such intense humiliation in her own building, and I always remain within agreed limits even though I might tease other-wise).
I believe in safe, consensual play.
After about four weeks our game came to a natural end. It didn't burn too brightly leading to guilt, conflict or shame......And it didn't fade away. We were progressing nicely, building upon different sessions, occasionally recalibrating as we went. But as we progressed it was evident Gemma's work-load was becoming more, leading to less time she could focus and be involved in her game.
I have a strong work ethic, and believe that if you engage my services for us both to find fulfilment we need to have time for each other. I expect you to serve me, but I also expect you to develop and adapt and evolve. I want you to become a better sissy or even person through our experiences together, and at the very least to have a fantastic time. You might be a cross-dresser looking for support and guidance, or a sissy looking to be pushed beyond what she thought was possible, or somebody just looking for stress relief and control to be taken from them for a while..........Regardless of who you are, it takes time and dedication.
So, for a while at least, we agreed to part ways. I always enjoy catching up with clients after we have taken a break, and Gemma is more than welcome back. It will be nice to know how she is doing down the road, and perhaps even play with her again. But for now, if you want to know her side of things, you can catch her testimonial here......
Mistress Brianna xx